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Wow.
Wow.
I haven't even started writing and i'm almost bursting to to tears.
I don't think things will ever be normal in my household again.
I'm not trying to be emo here, but alot's happened. Really bad. Realllly bad.
I'm really not even sure i'm ready to tell. But let's just say.....The entire family is drawn into this. I've never seen my father cry but four times in my entire life....It kills me up to see him like this.
I'm totally stunned. Never thought this would happen....well i knew. but not this bad.
I'll just say....I don't know if i'm gonna get to keep my livejournal OR myspace. Great, now i'm really crying. I'm not supposed to be on here now, but mom said i could...
Like i said, i don't know. I really just don't know.
This is probably the worst year i've ever had in my life, worst month, worst everything.
Our computer crashed, and we just got internet back. Every single file is gone, but mom's regetting things....
My debate went very well, and that's been the only highlight.
i was gonna ramble about how life was getting tough and for weird unknown reasons i was gonna make a new lj (new life, new everything)....but i just found out i might not get to have one at all.
So. This really might be it.
I'm sorry.
Bye.