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[rosebudfi]

I've been alternating between a few states. At times I am renewed and reborn. Other times I realize I haven't had dinner all week and I'm afraid I'm wasting away into nothing. Both physically and as a person. The worst is when I have a terrifying feeling that I've never been anything to begin with.

But mostly I'm feeling very good. Lightweight and unburdened. And excited.