this weekend was good
I spent A LOT of time with Aaron which is good b/c I have tons of fun with him but stinx b/c now I will miss him DEARLY this week.
I have been thinking a lot lately about high school and everything. How everything has changed and how people have changed. I don't let people affect me and my relationships anymore and I am more proud of who I am now. I love where I am in my life right now. I love being 16 and being able to have certain freedoms. I love having an awesome boy like Aaron in my life. I love having awesome girls in my life like kree, ojay, karoline, corey, Bianca, and Kathryn. I want to get closer to all of them in the coming months. I love the friends I have made. And I love the stuff I have "lost". I love knowing I had a "bad past" and I fixed it with the help of Aaron and some other friends. I love that my space helped me to meet Kree and she has introduced me to some awesome girls. I love that I don't feel the need to be reblious to have fun. I love going out with high schoolers and having an awesome time just being stupid with out having the un-needed drama, alcohol, drugs. I love that I have the opportunity to fix my relationship with god or to build a stronger one. I wish I had what some of you have with god. I read all of yalls l-jay and i wish i could be that confident with my faith. I don't like seeing how some perfectly good kids who have always been strong in their faith have began slipping slowly away from god. I dont like to hear that they dont like someone b/c they dont drink/get high/go to parties that they arent any fun. I dont like being told to keep secrets from someone i really care about from a guy who is supposedly their best friend. I dont like hearing about their drunken escapades and how they want to get laid before they leave high school. I love that everyone asks me if me and Aaron have sex and I can say no and be perfectly happy with that. I hate that people think that's wrong of us not to and that we need to b/c if we dont our relationship is weak. I dont like being judged and told that b/c of the way i look i have to have sex. i love how happy i am with everything in my life right now and that i dont let little things affect me. I love being in high school, i love those drives to aaron's dorm after school on wednesdays, i love being 16, i love lil moments that mean absolutley nothing at the time in which they happen but when you look back they mean sooo much. ahh ok well i have to go i love you so much and ill update sometime soon hoepfully xoxo ainslee
I have been thinking a lot lately about high school and everything. How everything has changed and how people have changed. I don't let people affect me and my relationships anymore and I am more proud of who I am now. I love where I am in my life right now. I love being 16 and being able to have certain freedoms. I love having an awesome boy like Aaron in my life. I love having awesome girls in my life like kree, ojay, karoline, corey, Bianca, and Kathryn. I want to get closer to all of them in the coming months. I love the friends I have made. And I love the stuff I have "lost". I love knowing I had a "bad past" and I fixed it with the help of Aaron and some other friends. I love that my space helped me to meet Kree and she has introduced me to some awesome girls. I love that I don't feel the need to be reblious to have fun. I love going out with high schoolers and having an awesome time just being stupid with out having the un-needed drama, alcohol, drugs. I love that I have the opportunity to fix my relationship with god or to build a stronger one. I wish I had what some of you have with god. I read all of yalls l-jay and i wish i could be that confident with my faith. I don't like seeing how some perfectly good kids who have always been strong in their faith have began slipping slowly away from god. I dont like to hear that they dont like someone b/c they dont drink/get high/go to parties that they arent any fun. I dont like being told to keep secrets from someone i really care about from a guy who is supposedly their best friend. I dont like hearing about their drunken escapades and how they want to get laid before they leave high school. I love that everyone asks me if me and Aaron have sex and I can say no and be perfectly happy with that. I hate that people think that's wrong of us not to and that we need to b/c if we dont our relationship is weak. I dont like being judged and told that b/c of the way i look i have to have sex. i love how happy i am with everything in my life right now and that i dont let little things affect me. I love being in high school, i love those drives to aaron's dorm after school on wednesdays, i love being 16, i love lil moments that mean absolutley nothing at the time in which they happen but when you look back they mean sooo much. ahh ok well i have to go i love you so much and ill update sometime soon hoepfully xoxo ainslee