Sep 20, 2006 12:12
this year. sucks. its awful. i wish i wasnt in gainesvillle.
my bike was stolen, since the combination was so easy to figure out. my roommate is totally pissing me off. like my best friend. that one. yea. she and her boyfriend copied the apartment key without even asking. and he just can walk right in now. im totally not cool with it. hes always here. his clothes are int he living room, he showers in my shower, his dirty dishes are in the sink. hes a nice guy. but he is everywhere, and i can not take it anymore. i havent stopped crying. umm, yea and im not going to get an A in theory, which is completely devestating, since history is goiing to blow my gpa way down. i wish, i just could give up on life. give up on marching band, give up on being a music major, not live here. i want out. dad might buy me a condo for spring semester. right near by. thats splendid. i could leave katie and erik. and live with my little. and someone else. i need someone to talk to down here. but the only someone i can think of is too busy to have a life. i just, want, to crawl up and hide in a cave where noone can find me to bother anymore.
ps last night was awesome and phil is a great friend.