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I think I'm doing ok. I'm ok. The hurt is starting to not throb as much. I may laugh and smile now, but in reality, deep down, all I am is sad. And heartbroken. I'm so used to seeing him everyday. It's so strange to not be around him. Thankfully, I had Laura to sleep with me last night. I don't know what I'm going to do when the time comes that I have to be by myself. What did I do to deserve this...