o98; a hair-raising experience
Well that was a shocker. I suppose there's no point in filtering anything if that thing is everywhere.
Has anyone else spoken to it? Or did it speak to anyone besides myself? It seemed to recognize me as well as my blood apparently. This has gone on for so long that I'm worried this is a lot more serious than we expect it to be.
So far people have said that it's pacified by lemon cakes, songs by Beck and seems to be afraid of fire. But it also hasn't attacked or come for certain people. Dr. Faust, when he was here, told me of certain magic users who could control their own hair to fight, but it had to be of a specific length to do that with. I can enchant my own hair too, but that's more of a temporary trick that I've learned here, and had to utilise for when the City took our clothes.
These sorts of events usually end abruptly or with an odd finish. I just hope it doesn't last too long and doesn't get ugly.
private | unhackableThose last few curses... very nice, City, very tasteless and cruel. Especially after what we finally decided would be best for us.
I can't say I have any complaints against how things went down, but it continues to act as a reminder of how impossible certain wishes can be. And I'm tired. I'm so tired of being here, of almost having what I think I ought to, only to have it taken away, over and over.
And if he has to be taken away, then let him be protected by someone much more worthy than I. Even if it means...
If I were at all worthy, wouldn't they have looked beyond the drawbacks, respected them, but helped things move on? Ah, I'm so selfish, aren't I? Axl, Guy, Zappa, Ky, Light, Daryan, Cain... all of them have been allowed much closer than I ought to have. It's not fair. It's absolutely not fair that I have to push them away, but what else can I do?
And Integra... how time serves to taunt. My best friend returned, but at what cost? She's a vampire now. It doesn't come as a surprise, seeing who she's bound to. But I wonder if I can look her in the eye like I did before, without my prejudice. I don't like vampires, never have. It's something like racism, in a way, isn't it? Though I've met enough different kind of vampires here to know not to do that, but it's still hard to remember that.
Things are changing and being taken away faster than they can be kept.
Vivio, A.B.A, will you as well...?
I want to leave.
/Private
...The patients need protection too. I wonder if shields will help this time again? And the follow-ups from the Geostigma...
Bloody hell, this is frustrating.
[ooc; SHIT JUST GOT REAL ]
Has anyone else spoken to it? Or did it speak to anyone besides myself? It seemed to recognize me as well as my blood apparently. This has gone on for so long that I'm worried this is a lot more serious than we expect it to be.
So far people have said that it's pacified by lemon cakes, songs by Beck and seems to be afraid of fire. But it also hasn't attacked or come for certain people. Dr. Faust, when he was here, told me of certain magic users who could control their own hair to fight, but it had to be of a specific length to do that with. I can enchant my own hair too, but that's more of a temporary trick that I've learned here, and had to utilise for when the City took our clothes.
These sorts of events usually end abruptly or with an odd finish. I just hope it doesn't last too long and doesn't get ugly.
private | unhackableThose last few curses... very nice, City, very tasteless and cruel. Especially after what we finally decided would be best for us.
I can't say I have any complaints against how things went down, but it continues to act as a reminder of how impossible certain wishes can be. And I'm tired. I'm so tired of being here, of almost having what I think I ought to, only to have it taken away, over and over.
And if he has to be taken away, then let him be protected by someone much more worthy than I. Even if it means...
If I were at all worthy, wouldn't they have looked beyond the drawbacks, respected them, but helped things move on? Ah, I'm so selfish, aren't I? Axl, Guy, Zappa, Ky, Light, Daryan, Cain... all of them have been allowed much closer than I ought to have. It's not fair. It's absolutely not fair that I have to push them away, but what else can I do?
And Integra... how time serves to taunt. My best friend returned, but at what cost? She's a vampire now. It doesn't come as a surprise, seeing who she's bound to. But I wonder if I can look her in the eye like I did before, without my prejudice. I don't like vampires, never have. It's something like racism, in a way, isn't it? Though I've met enough different kind of vampires here to know not to do that, but it's still hard to remember that.
Things are changing and being taken away faster than they can be kept.
Vivio, A.B.A, will you as well...?
I want to leave.
/Private
...The patients need protection too. I wonder if shields will help this time again? And the follow-ups from the Geostigma...
Bloody hell, this is frustrating.
[ooc; SHIT JUST GOT REAL ]