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White Day... the Host Club was doing a rather nice job of keeping everyone's spirits lifted, despite the curse hitting people and displaying their memories on the network. I think the white chocolate addition at the restaurant today was a fitting touch as well. So many customers seemed so much happier when they left.
I just hope these curses do not begin to get too intrusive. But one can never say with this place, can they?
[ Filtered from Delilah | Known Millennium ]
It still feels so strange to no longer have Guy here. He'd been here the longest out of all of you from Auldrant. And to me he was more than just a good friend. I'm glad Anise was with me when we found out, too. You really did help keep me strong, luv. Thank you.
We all say it's always better when people leave here, don't we? That's why I'm not going to hope for his return. Because he is better in a world he knows and understands.
Better than here. And as long as I am here with all of you, I know his memory will be strong among us.
I miss him ever so terribly. Perhaps this is retribution for daring to feel more for him when I ought to have been looking for Axl.
I'd just... like to apologise for my disorientation these days. Everything leading to this... I shan't blame it, but I'll do my best to stay strong. Thank you for being patient with me.
I'll have a house-warming party soon... we're still getting settled in. Perhaps at the end of the month?
[ /Filtered ]
Private | Semi-Hackable
My body has healed for the most part, but it feels like my heart is breaking. This... shouldn't be happening, and yet it is. It wasn't the same as what Axl and I had, no... but it was something special on its own. He was a friend and so much more to me, and to have that end so suddenly...
I hate this. I hate it when they go away. I really haven't changed, have I?
It's better because Vivio is still here... Cain, A.B.A, Integra, D.S, Luke and Natalia... all of them can only do so much, get so close. But Vivio... had it not been for her...
First Axl, then Ky, then... even Light and Daryan. And Seiya...
It's sad that I remember them all when I've experienced a loss. How selfish of me. How utterly selfish.
I can't risk losing myself again. I mustn't cry. For god's sake, I'm stronger than this, aren't I?
I wish you'd been able to keep your promise, Guy.
Perhaps it wouldn't have hurt so much, if you could have just said goodbye.
So I'll say goodbye now, because you may not be the same when you return. Thank you for everything.
More than I could ever express.
I miss you all so much. Please be safe, wherever you are.
/Private
Four more days... mm. I wonder if I can play my guitars now. My fingers don't seem to be hurting as much.
[ooc; APOLOGIES FOR SUPER BAWWWWW this will be the only time she'll do it. Aheh. Also in 4 days (3-18) is her birthday-- even more reason for bawww because Guy was there last year. :| She isn't in a celebratory mood but, CHEERING UP IS WANTED AND ENCOURAGED PLZ. She'll be okay. ♥ ]
I just hope these curses do not begin to get too intrusive. But one can never say with this place, can they?
[ Filtered from Delilah | Known Millennium ]
It still feels so strange to no longer have Guy here. He'd been here the longest out of all of you from Auldrant. And to me he was more than just a good friend. I'm glad Anise was with me when we found out, too. You really did help keep me strong, luv. Thank you.
We all say it's always better when people leave here, don't we? That's why I'm not going to hope for his return. Because he is better in a world he knows and understands.
Better than here. And as long as I am here with all of you, I know his memory will be strong among us.
I miss him ever so terribly. Perhaps this is retribution for daring to feel more for him when I ought to have been looking for Axl.
I'd just... like to apologise for my disorientation these days. Everything leading to this... I shan't blame it, but I'll do my best to stay strong. Thank you for being patient with me.
I'll have a house-warming party soon... we're still getting settled in. Perhaps at the end of the month?
[ /Filtered ]
Private | Semi-Hackable
My body has healed for the most part, but it feels like my heart is breaking. This... shouldn't be happening, and yet it is. It wasn't the same as what Axl and I had, no... but it was something special on its own. He was a friend and so much more to me, and to have that end so suddenly...
I hate this. I hate it when they go away. I really haven't changed, have I?
It's better because Vivio is still here... Cain, A.B.A, Integra, D.S, Luke and Natalia... all of them can only do so much, get so close. But Vivio... had it not been for her...
First Axl, then Ky, then... even Light and Daryan. And Seiya...
It's sad that I remember them all when I've experienced a loss. How selfish of me. How utterly selfish.
I can't risk losing myself again. I mustn't cry. For god's sake, I'm stronger than this, aren't I?
I wish you'd been able to keep your promise, Guy.
Perhaps it wouldn't have hurt so much, if you could have just said goodbye.
So I'll say goodbye now, because you may not be the same when you return. Thank you for everything.
More than I could ever express.
I miss you all so much. Please be safe, wherever you are.
/Private
Four more days... mm. I wonder if I can play my guitars now. My fingers don't seem to be hurting as much.
[ooc; APOLOGIES FOR SUPER BAWWWWW this will be the only time she'll do it. Aheh. Also in 4 days (3-18) is her birthday-- even more reason for bawww because Guy was there last year. :| She isn't in a celebratory mood but, CHEERING UP IS WANTED AND ENCOURAGED PLZ. She'll be okay. ♥ ]