o75; melodies
Private | UnhackableTwo days, instead of the regular single day that all these friends arrive here, as though they'd never left in the first place...
And the feeling of melancholy that reigns when they all leave.
He never showed up. Is this... a sign?
Zelos and Lloyd's return made me smile ever so dearly, and to have had the chance to be around them was a pleasure I cannot imagine experiencing with anyone else. My dear best friends. But I did learn something important-- they do remember, that I had carried a child for a certain amount of months. They remember it, and so do I.
Why can I not remember the child that came? Why has-- she faded from my mind?
It was good to see them... ah, Zelos and Lloyd. We'll have fun again some day soon, right?
Though there was even more joy seeing who else arrived. Megumi was here, Kon... ah, still as amazing and affectionate as ever! Heh... and I got to meet Fate, which made me rather glad I got to know one of Vivio's mothers. And there was Johnny, and May, and Naoto... it's always a pleasure to hear from them.
Ah, though Daryan returned. We... heh. It was like being home, for some reason. Outrunning the legions of people who claimed they were fans... hiding out... Everything happened too quickly and yet it seemed to go on forever. It was nice, being around him... Ebony got her workout, among other things.
Heh... for all that tough attitude of his, he's considerate. I wish he could have remained here, he... he makes me feel like I'm not strange. I'm going to miss him so much. I'm sure he would have liked the music festival. If I think about it any further, I'll get sadder.
Then... there was Ky. I'd called him a brother for so long that I'd easily overlooked the fact that he was... mm. Just like what happened with Zappa, too. Zappa, how are you...?
I must have hurt him so much. He was alone here, but he wasn't any less loved... and I, in my foolish attempt to gain friends, used to entertain Light and Alexis. I'm so ashamed of my actions... is a year here enough to atone for the mistakes I made? Perhaps that's why Axl never stays... but I didn't lie when I said I loved him as well, for the time we spent together in the City.
I hope someday, we can meet again, Ky. You really were a true knight to the day you had to leave. And I hope your future will be a beautiful one. And that one day everything will be as it should be-- for you, Axl and all the precious friends I've made here.
In the end... it makes it so much more important to be there for those who do remain here, doesn't it? I have to do my best.
It'll just be a while more, but I'll try all I can. Because this place is home too, and we can't forget that. And Vivio, A.B.A, Guy, everyone we're friends with... we're family now, right? We can't forget the bonds we make.
Right... time to focus on now.
I'll miss you all.
/Private
...it's so quiet. But there was... music last night, as I came home. I suppose it says something about how quiet it became, when I could distinguish it. It sounded... rather ominous, now that I think back on it. I was feeling far too morose to stay and listen, though.
But it was good to meet so many old and new friends again. I hope everyone else felt the same.
[ooc; Unwittingly heard a JTR murder process, but was too gloomy to really pay attention. Oh woes~ ]
And the feeling of melancholy that reigns when they all leave.
He never showed up. Is this... a sign?
Zelos and Lloyd's return made me smile ever so dearly, and to have had the chance to be around them was a pleasure I cannot imagine experiencing with anyone else. My dear best friends. But I did learn something important-- they do remember, that I had carried a child for a certain amount of months. They remember it, and so do I.
Why can I not remember the child that came? Why has-- she faded from my mind?
It was good to see them... ah, Zelos and Lloyd. We'll have fun again some day soon, right?
Though there was even more joy seeing who else arrived. Megumi was here, Kon... ah, still as amazing and affectionate as ever! Heh... and I got to meet Fate, which made me rather glad I got to know one of Vivio's mothers. And there was Johnny, and May, and Naoto... it's always a pleasure to hear from them.
Ah, though Daryan returned. We... heh. It was like being home, for some reason. Outrunning the legions of people who claimed they were fans... hiding out... Everything happened too quickly and yet it seemed to go on forever. It was nice, being around him... Ebony got her workout, among other things.
Heh... for all that tough attitude of his, he's considerate. I wish he could have remained here, he... he makes me feel like I'm not strange. I'm going to miss him so much. I'm sure he would have liked the music festival. If I think about it any further, I'll get sadder.
Then... there was Ky. I'd called him a brother for so long that I'd easily overlooked the fact that he was... mm. Just like what happened with Zappa, too. Zappa, how are you...?
I must have hurt him so much. He was alone here, but he wasn't any less loved... and I, in my foolish attempt to gain friends, used to entertain Light and Alexis. I'm so ashamed of my actions... is a year here enough to atone for the mistakes I made? Perhaps that's why Axl never stays... but I didn't lie when I said I loved him as well, for the time we spent together in the City.
I hope someday, we can meet again, Ky. You really were a true knight to the day you had to leave. And I hope your future will be a beautiful one. And that one day everything will be as it should be-- for you, Axl and all the precious friends I've made here.
In the end... it makes it so much more important to be there for those who do remain here, doesn't it? I have to do my best.
It'll just be a while more, but I'll try all I can. Because this place is home too, and we can't forget that. And Vivio, A.B.A, Guy, everyone we're friends with... we're family now, right? We can't forget the bonds we make.
Right... time to focus on now.
I'll miss you all.
/Private
...it's so quiet. But there was... music last night, as I came home. I suppose it says something about how quiet it became, when I could distinguish it. It sounded... rather ominous, now that I think back on it. I was feeling far too morose to stay and listen, though.
But it was good to meet so many old and new friends again. I hope everyone else felt the same.
[ooc; Unwittingly heard a JTR murder process, but was too gloomy to really pay attention. Oh woes~ ]