rant
goddamn. this quarter is probably the worst and toughest ever. and I don't see it getting any better until the very end. Bah. I've been working on three essays this week, three...for a midterm. You have no idea how angry that makes me feel. I have done two so far and they're both 8 pages each and despite the fact that theyv'e been consumign my life I'm not even sure if the crazy professor will be satsified enough to give me an A. Japanese is tough/enjoyable/also time-consuming and I guess I shoudl prioritize better because I've probably lost points for not turning in the homework on Wedn and probably will lose points tomorrow for staying up until very late to finish this third essay. Sigh.
In addition, next week I have a midterm and I need to start squeezing in time for grad school applications and start to ask professors for reference letters. I kinda figured out what I want to do, so yay for that?
I guess I'm just overwhelmed because even though the possibilities of writing three large papers did cross my mind when I signed up for the classes, I didn't think it'll actually be more like 7 or 8 papers and a shitload of reading. This makes this first quarter of senior year very much not enjoyable. I havent' even think about drinking as being enjoyable for the past two weeks because that could cut into productivity. What's up with that.
In addition, next week I have a midterm and I need to start squeezing in time for grad school applications and start to ask professors for reference letters. I kinda figured out what I want to do, so yay for that?
I guess I'm just overwhelmed because even though the possibilities of writing three large papers did cross my mind when I signed up for the classes, I didn't think it'll actually be more like 7 or 8 papers and a shitload of reading. This makes this first quarter of senior year very much not enjoyable. I havent' even think about drinking as being enjoyable for the past two weeks because that could cut into productivity. What's up with that.