Apr 24, 2004 12:31
Last night I stayed up and talked to Shane. Hes a funny guy. I hope i will get the chance to know him better. I hope Jerilee isnt too busy this weekend cause we need to get some spanish homework done and i need to use her book....
I had this really weird dream last night, I can only remember the main parts of it. I was at a church service or something and I was worshiping God by singing and I was asking him to forgive me for sinning and then all of a sudden this lady comes over (the lady was a neighbor of mine and family friend) and she starts praying for me in tongues then she stops and looks at me and Im crying and shes crying and she gets this smile on her face and gets all excited and tells me to look in the mirror. so she hands me a compact and I look and the whites of my eyes were so red as if they were bleeding. All i remember is that some how that was a sign from God that he forgives me or something. I guess that symbolizes the blood of Christ... I'm not sure what it all meant.hmmmmmm
Then I had this other dream that I was somewhere with Kate and we were getting into her car and somehow this big argument started . It was like this fire just rose inside of both of us and we were going at it like crazy. In my dream I was so pissed at her ( i dont even know y) and I remember saying something like "well maybe if you weren't such a b*t*h to me then things would be different"... that was just one of the many sentences we were throwing at each other.... If you know me, then you know I dont curse and I hate it when people do, so it was pretty weird that I said such awful things to Kate. I cant imagine ever being that mad to where I'd say those things cause I'm pretty good at keeping control of my anger and what I say and do....
-whatever