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hello im back for a second! just updateing some! well christmas was ok... it would be ALOT better if i could of spent it with joe! we went on our first actual date yesterday (to old country buffet) actually my first date ever!!!! w/o adults and the man paying...well i got alot to eat!! =D hopefully he did too!! then we went to the crossing and he had alot of money w/ him so he got 9 things at the mall and 1 thing at meijers (harley boots) they look soo freaking cool!!! i dont get to see him today =( he has a funeral he has to attend to (knotice how funeral has the word fun in it lol) he asked if i wanted to go i turned him down i mean yes i want to spend EVERY LIVEING SECOND WITH HIM! but at a funeral...no thinks...i mean yeah if i knew his grandpa but i never met him but once in a hospital. oh for those who do read these (haha) i AM preg im about 2 1/2 months now...(going sooo slow) i went to the doctors the other day and the nurse tried listianing for the heart..the only heart we could hear was mine...so shes going to try agian next time i go in (the 3rd at 1:30 i get out of school early =D) hmm..maybe joe can come w/ me! i need his comfort because....i got a male doctor...DO YOU KNOW HOW SCARED I AM OF MALE DOCTORS!?!?!?!??!?!?!? THEY FREAK ME OUT!!!! ......but ill be fine! because there will be alot of people in the room w/ me! so...ok....im already starting to show..i knowticed how much yesterday! my gut is getting big!!! and hard!! im starving!!! i dont get enough to eat but when i do eat it'll be less then usual and ill get really full then 1/2 hour to and hour later ill be starving agian!!! oh and im sooooo freaking tired of throwing up! each time its different!!! i try to stay away from things that make me throw up ...but it changes everytime!!! ....like i ate an apple the other day right after my very last bite i threw it all up! it was freaking apple sause!!! it was almost edible!!!! i kept choking!! because there was big apple chunks i guess i dont chew completely!!! lol....then i had thous throw ups where appsolutly NOTHING comes out! thous suck!!! oh...on christmas eve i went to joes dads house with him (in adrian) had fun...in the truck going there after we got on the highway or freeway or w/e NO one talked!! heh ......but when we got there joe his dad and me ate a bowl of shrip! yummy! then after that we watched poker or ...texas hold'em on tv...then everyone started showing up..and we ate supper at 2:30 it was good...then after that we went into the living room and opened presents ...tina handed me and joe both a present and i started at it ...it said to heather from tina and todd...and i was like ok that was very very unexpected (i never ever met them before) it was a blanket that tina made...its warm =D ....then after that everyone began to leave except joes sister and her boyfriend and her 2 kids...so joe's dad , joe , joes sister, and her boyfriend got together and played texas hold'em ...forgot who won...but then after that they played LCR OR CRL or w/e its called!!!! its a dice game....they played for money! i think....$5 each! .....or more..idk....but joe won so he got $ from that...then they left and joes dad ,tina, joe , and me played it $1.00 each and we played w/ quarters ....each of us one once....i was the last one to win i won $13 ....but i gave it all to joe.....so he got all the money that he started w/ back because of that $13 ....yesterday at the mall we went into gage n gifts and we looked everywhere for that game....gambleing section and everything...so he got 2 tin signs ..one that says welcome to hell and another thats happy bunny and says trespassers butchered.....so when he went up there to pay for them ...right by the registure was the dice game...it was funny! .....so he got it....heh i can picture him and doug gambling everyday!!! lol ....then we went to toys R us...and we played around w/ the toys!!! we were in there for....an hour ?? and all we got from there was 2 pepsis....lol...then we went to best buy looked at video games then he got a icp cd then we left...and went to target...spent forever in there and he got me another pepsi and him a coke...and left to go home....on the way home he called him mom to pick up up from gamecrazy but it was closed so we went to hollywood video...and waited there....then he asked his mom to take him to meijers and he got this boots there...then they took me home....so ..so far im haveing an exalent! ...btw dont call my home phone looking for me..im never really home ...so call my cell...=D only if you know it if you dont then ask...lol...well i got to get going and see if i can get ahold my joe =D