May 19, 2005 18:57
HEY EVERYONE GUESS WHAT I GROUND AND BORED! so i have nothing to type about ...nothing special has been happening in my life at all! a lot of downs but none that has made me squerm and happy...its been a while scence i smiled an actual really HEY IM HAPPY smile..latly all ive been doing is just tears...sad....crying...theres been a few problems in my life .....i wish that it all could just be better..like i wish i wasn't such a bitch to ben to start off with..i really don't get it at all really!...i wish i could jsut wake up one morning and be like me and ben is going to have the time of our life ..talking and hanging out..o shit i got to go bye
@@heather@@