Jan 21, 2009 01:00
I wish I was somewhere else right now. A hot country, where I could relax and soak up some sunlight. I fucking hate the winter and I hate assignment time at uni. I need to revise for an exam and have 2 huge projects to do over the next couple of weeks and all I want to do is curl up and sleep or run away to somewhere where I can have fun for once. I have been wokring my 2 jobs and studying solidly for the past couple of weeks and am in sore need of fun. Boo is making it almost impossible to sleep with his snoring.. I bought new earplugs today but my god I wish we had a separate room that I could sleep in. I can't deal with this right now. It's soooooooooooooo frustrating.. my insomnia is bad enough without these added noises.
I cannot wait to move out.
I cannot wait to graduate.
I cannot wait til this first round is out of the way and I can actually have some FUN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I need to exercise but seem to be always reading or writing my assignments at the moment. My body is suffering, slowing, crumpling.. my head hurts always, my brain feels like mush.. my eyes burn and sting all the time, and my muscles ache and twinge and cramp. I tried to run too fast down a flight of stairs today and almost pulled my knee somehow!?? Ridiculous. I wish I could just rest and focus... I need some Zen.
uni,
stress