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AHHHHHHHH have I gotten fatter YES yes i have!!!!!!!!!!!
every inch of my body covered in fat and I watch my self GETTING BIGGER not on part of my body don't have a layer of fat on it what happended to the days I would'nt cave in...what happned to the days I had will power....WHERES all my strnth gone...HAVE i just settle for inpefecion?!? I sicken myself, I should only hope I sicken others just as much!my boobs and hips OH GOD its just sick...
(I only put the link because it a pic of me in a tank top and underwear)
http://img64.photobucket.com/albums/v195/roseXredXwrist/a98bb169.jpg
...I wieght 85 POUNDS...it doesn't show that way now doesn't NO NO NO NO DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE !!!!!!!!! what is that why do I look like I wieght 115 pounds SHRINK ME KILL ME i hate this!
tell me I'm worthless, I'm fat, I'm sickning I already know it but tell me ! because everyone else lies...don't let me go back to that once chubby girl I used to be..oblivious to her wieght !I've worked so hard...what am I doing whats wrong with me...I gave my dream up ..for a cookie?!
every inch of my body covered in fat and I watch my self GETTING BIGGER not on part of my body don't have a layer of fat on it what happended to the days I would'nt cave in...what happned to the days I had will power....WHERES all my strnth gone...HAVE i just settle for inpefecion?!? I sicken myself, I should only hope I sicken others just as much!my boobs and hips OH GOD its just sick...
(I only put the link because it a pic of me in a tank top and underwear)
http://img64.photobucket.com/albums/v195/roseXredXwrist/a98bb169.jpg
...I wieght 85 POUNDS...it doesn't show that way now doesn't NO NO NO NO DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE !!!!!!!!! what is that why do I look like I wieght 115 pounds SHRINK ME KILL ME i hate this!
tell me I'm worthless, I'm fat, I'm sickning I already know it but tell me ! because everyone else lies...don't let me go back to that once chubby girl I used to be..oblivious to her wieght !I've worked so hard...what am I doing whats wrong with me...I gave my dream up ..for a cookie?!