I'm not giving up, I'm finished.
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for some reason I want out of this maze,
and just when I think I've found my way,
I loss myself once again
thought I'd sit here and wait for someone to come find me,
but there's no one even looking, no they don't even notice I'm missing
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I'm so pissed today, I feel so sick, I can't belive I did this again, I don't want it this time, even if I see some fat hidious creature when I look in the mirror, I don't want it I'll just stop looking in mirrors !! I f*cking hate this blacking out shaking ,a bitter sweet smile and a mouth full of lies, I'm tired of being just a number like I'm in some prison, I want to stop because I don't have them fooled any more, and everyones just watching me die, worst of all I'm just watching me die. 79 pounds today but its not thin enough,or its too thin I haven't dicided yet ,all I know is I'm done with little secret codes,sites,lies I'm done .
for some reason I want out of this maze,
and just when I think I've found my way,
I loss myself once again
thought I'd sit here and wait for someone to come find me,
but there's no one even looking, no they don't even notice I'm missing
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I'm so pissed today, I feel so sick, I can't belive I did this again, I don't want it this time, even if I see some fat hidious creature when I look in the mirror, I don't want it I'll just stop looking in mirrors !! I f*cking hate this blacking out shaking ,a bitter sweet smile and a mouth full of lies, I'm tired of being just a number like I'm in some prison, I want to stop because I don't have them fooled any more, and everyones just watching me die, worst of all I'm just watching me die. 79 pounds today but its not thin enough,or its too thin I haven't dicided yet ,all I know is I'm done with little secret codes,sites,lies I'm done .