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Yesterday Patrick came over. We layed in my bed n watched House of Wax. The movie sucked. We cuddled a bit durin the movie. He tried to hold my hand but I wouldn't let him. I know Patrick likes me but I don't really even like him like that. He's fun n nice but I don't know. I don't want him to like me too much and I'm so worried about him asking me out because I don't want to have to turn him down, I would feel so bad.oh and that't great he just said " I think I like you tho" YAY! Sarcasm if you didn't get that. I mean I dont hate him or nething don't get me wrong, I like him just not the way he likes me..yet. I still miss Dan, yes I know I'm a loser. Plus I'm looking for a relationship neways, I just want to have fun. I think its too soon, for me to start something new, especially when my feeling for Dan are still lingering. Anyways. He left round 7 and Then Heather picked me up to do babysitting. My little sister came with me because there was an extra kid in the house, and she wanted someone else to come with me. The extra kid was a pain she wouldn't go to sleep so I had to yell at her a few times lol. Well I didn't really yell I just scolded but I kept my cool. lol I wanted to hit her! Anyways, today I'm going to radio Shack today because my two week trial is up. So we gotta go bitch n complain bout the fones. Other then that I have to finish writeing that goddamn paper!. I'm actually a bit nervous bout presenting because I HATE talkin in front of classes especially when I hate half of the people in my class! What ever. well I'm going to get going. ugh ttyl

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Melanie