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Just As I thought I was fitting in and things were starting to fall right into place.... something gets screwed up. I can't really explain. I don't think I can do this. My emotions always get the best of me. I DON'T KNOW!!!!
it's still eating away at me. It has been more than 4 months and I still can't get over it. I think I'm over it and then a smell, song place phrase something brings the memeories back. I try so hard to ignore it push it down deeper, for a while it was working. But then you just get those days where its all back at the surface. And it hurts just as bad as it did when it first happened. Never will it be healed always an open wound. I want to cry and resort back to what used to happen , back in the day.
things are all confusing. guys are a hassle. him or him or him with her, me with him, me without him, me with him him finding me with him!!
UHH i don't even know!!!
But that is my update for a while.
xo
Melanie
it's still eating away at me. It has been more than 4 months and I still can't get over it. I think I'm over it and then a smell, song place phrase something brings the memeories back. I try so hard to ignore it push it down deeper, for a while it was working. But then you just get those days where its all back at the surface. And it hurts just as bad as it did when it first happened. Never will it be healed always an open wound. I want to cry and resort back to what used to happen , back in the day.
things are all confusing. guys are a hassle. him or him or him with her, me with him, me without him, me with him him finding me with him!!
UHH i don't even know!!!
But that is my update for a while.
xo
Melanie