Ladeda
So, I have discovered that day time is meant for sleeping and night time is meant for going out! Now why won't the rest of the world relize this?? gar. Well I got kicked out of a bar for the first time for not being 21. Damnable, I knew I should have worn my low cut shirt! hehe not that I was drinkin or nuttin I just wanted to sing! I swear. And then I was supposed to go to a concert with mah buddy er well my ex-buddy Serena, but she used me for the ride to get the tickets and the money for the tickets, then I was stupid enough to let her hold onto them and tell her "Oh, Sure you can come by and get me after you get dressed" But noooo she never came back so I wasted 250 dollars on two tickets to the Korn, Disterbed, and Trust Company concert so that she could take some guy, THe whore!. Phew hehe anger there, but nah I dun hate her or nuttin, just dsecided it is in my best intrest not to talk to her anymore. Blah I need sleep, or less sleep, one of the two, dunno. I dun wanna go to work anymore. But hey this is life no? God I need to move the fuck outta mah house. Which hopefully I will have accomplished in a few months -crosses fingers- ya know your all jelious of my mad hypnosis!.... Don't ask.
I am in the strangest mood. And people really need to stop falling in love with me. It is bad. You think they would all figure out that I cannot stay in a relationship by now. But noooooo they have to come pouring out their emotions, freak me out and make me make them cry. But oh well. No love for me. I will prolly die alone and be an old hag because I refuse to fall in love again. Look mama the lil green bear is back! AHHHH!!!!!
I think I have gone psychotic! And I think I spelled that wrong. Fuck it all. Live life is what I say. I am just out to have a good time. YOu hate me, I laugh. I'm a soldier these shoulders hold up so much they never budge even if my collar bone is crushed I will not fall or faulter. So I hide behind a marage of smiles and laughter, so I hide behind laughter. So I never let myself get close to anyone so I won't get hurt. I don't care anymore. Whats the point of getting hurt? All life is is one big orgy. We are a world of insects. Laugh in my face, spit down upon me, say I am a child, tell me to grow up, I don't care. I will look back up and smile and laugh, knowing I am having fun now, while you worry over little things that should not bother you. Stop staring at me like you want to stick a beer can up mah ass you jeeerk! Sing about hollywood! I thought I had it all figured out, I did. But I don't and it doesn't matter. Nothing is controllable so laugh I say. Its all one big joke, and instead of being the punchline I'm just gunna laugh.
WE ARE THE INSECTS OF THE WORLD, WE ARE THE VIRUS THAT SHALL DESTROY EARTH, WE ARE MICROSCOPIC IN THE BIG PICTURE, WE ARE HUMANS, WE LIVE TO DESTROY AND LAUGH AND THEN KILL OURSELVES HATE WHAT WE HATE, LOVE WHAT WE LOVE, BECAUSE WHEN WE WAKE UP TOMORROW IT WILL BE GONE. RACIST PEOPLE WILL RUN RAMPID, SLAVERY EXSISTS, GENOCIDE WILL NEVER END, WAR SHALL CONQUER ALL DEATH IS ALL THAT WAITS FOR IN THE END.
I am in the strangest mood. And people really need to stop falling in love with me. It is bad. You think they would all figure out that I cannot stay in a relationship by now. But noooooo they have to come pouring out their emotions, freak me out and make me make them cry. But oh well. No love for me. I will prolly die alone and be an old hag because I refuse to fall in love again. Look mama the lil green bear is back! AHHHH!!!!!
I think I have gone psychotic! And I think I spelled that wrong. Fuck it all. Live life is what I say. I am just out to have a good time. YOu hate me, I laugh. I'm a soldier these shoulders hold up so much they never budge even if my collar bone is crushed I will not fall or faulter. So I hide behind a marage of smiles and laughter, so I hide behind laughter. So I never let myself get close to anyone so I won't get hurt. I don't care anymore. Whats the point of getting hurt? All life is is one big orgy. We are a world of insects. Laugh in my face, spit down upon me, say I am a child, tell me to grow up, I don't care. I will look back up and smile and laugh, knowing I am having fun now, while you worry over little things that should not bother you. Stop staring at me like you want to stick a beer can up mah ass you jeeerk! Sing about hollywood! I thought I had it all figured out, I did. But I don't and it doesn't matter. Nothing is controllable so laugh I say. Its all one big joke, and instead of being the punchline I'm just gunna laugh.
WE ARE THE INSECTS OF THE WORLD, WE ARE THE VIRUS THAT SHALL DESTROY EARTH, WE ARE MICROSCOPIC IN THE BIG PICTURE, WE ARE HUMANS, WE LIVE TO DESTROY AND LAUGH AND THEN KILL OURSELVES HATE WHAT WE HATE, LOVE WHAT WE LOVE, BECAUSE WHEN WE WAKE UP TOMORROW IT WILL BE GONE. RACIST PEOPLE WILL RUN RAMPID, SLAVERY EXSISTS, GENOCIDE WILL NEVER END, WAR SHALL CONQUER ALL DEATH IS ALL THAT WAITS FOR IN THE END.