fucking decisions
i dont know what to do. if i decide to spend christmas with my family in south africa, away from Ray in paris, then he might change his mind and decide that he doesnt want me to come back. what would i do then huh? it seems ridiculous to me that im willing to sacrifice christmas with family just because he might change his bloody mind. but i am willing to do that. im so happy to do that, because i love him.
problem is, i think i love him a lot more than he loves me.
thats not true. i KNOW i love him more than he loves me.
oh well. i'll decide soon i suppose. i have to.
x
problem is, i think i love him a lot more than he loves me.
thats not true. i KNOW i love him more than he loves me.
oh well. i'll decide soon i suppose. i have to.
x