Hmmmm...... a lemon.....
I must say it has been awhile since ive typed. i guess ive just been too caught up with my mind floating constantly to sit down and try to write things out. owell.... i have returned, but not with any good news. im still lonely... im beginning to think back to all the good times ive had with my guy friends and it makes me sad...of course...typical to recall good memories and be depressed that things cant be like that anymore. i finally got to hang out with micah. ive been telling everyone taht my experience with him wasnt a very pleasant one, atleast it wasnt what i expected. but i went and saw him today and feel bad for saying that.... i just looked at his eyes and kinda cried inside. he really is cute and i just wanna hug him. but truthfully i dont think anything would come out of our just now becoming freindship. surprise surprise. i have some friends that are starting to kinda get on my already twitchy nerves. im hoping its just because im not doin too good emotionally or mentally right now. i just get tired of hearing about someones problems over and over again, and them not attempt to do soemthing about it. atleast i tyr to make myself happy, failing miserably, but trying. *sigh* perk up chelsea..... love is on the rise...