Aug 24, 2011 22:10
I feel like I'm in that place where everything is starting to close in on me again. I'm so unhappy with my life but I just don't know how to change or fix it. I'm still building my career and taking a few steps in the right direction I just have to give it time to see if it plays out the way I want it to or not. It's hard to build my own business when I don't have any established clients or word of mouth, or enough money to really sink into advertising. So I'm working with another trainer observing her classes for now to see if she thinks I can teach classes with her. I'll know more about that in a week or two.
I'm also working non-profit for a Pit Bull rescue group. Helping bully breads to get in and stay in a good home is something that I'm pretty passionate about after working with the End dog fighting group in Atlanta.
I'm trying to get out of my depressive funk, it's throwing me off of everything. I have no inclination to go and do anything. Poor Tazie has hardly been out for a good walk in about 2 months. I've decided to try and do Weight Watchers and see how that works for me. Something has to help me get motivated to get healthier.