life's been a bitch...eh, what else is new..
stuff hasn't really been good lately. i'm getting so frustrated with myself and everyone, and it's like i'm becoming my old self again. i have no tolerance for anything, anyone...and it's ridiculous.
i thought by being in contact with kevin might lift some things up, but it seems like it's only giving me more reasons to hate him. i don't know...i've basically been trying not to think of it. when i do dare to delve into things such as that, i kind of explode. and i've been trying not to do that lately.
bria, i've been a horrible friend to you lately..and i'm sorry. i've not been a good friend to anyone, really, but especially you. i can't really explain.
anyways, i'm sounding like an idiot, as always...so i'll let this come to an end now.
i thought by being in contact with kevin might lift some things up, but it seems like it's only giving me more reasons to hate him. i don't know...i've basically been trying not to think of it. when i do dare to delve into things such as that, i kind of explode. and i've been trying not to do that lately.
bria, i've been a horrible friend to you lately..and i'm sorry. i've not been a good friend to anyone, really, but especially you. i can't really explain.
anyways, i'm sounding like an idiot, as always...so i'll let this come to an end now.