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so how can it be that when you love people you are never sure if they love you back?this goes for everyone.maybe i put too much into it,but it has always been that i give too much to others and keep little for myself.i'm not saying i hate myself,just that there isn't enough love left after all the giving.some people may be suprised how often i accually think about them.no i don't have too much free time on my hands,i'm pretty fuckn' busy contraraly.so angel,matt,zak,lauren,ricky,tara v. ,shawn,jaqueline,cessie,you perhaps are whom i have given to most on this LJ,but not often i know.i still think about you guys ALLthe time.
new news about me... turns out i wont be moving after all of the crap we went through to try to sell the damn house,but the good side is that we got a minature pincer today!!!! yay!! i can't wait to see my new puppy(10 mos old)aww.he is a complete pure bred.for free non the less!!!! and another thing.....................new orleans.........you have no idea how sad i am! i haven't even been there and yet im sad because my whole childhood dreamland was based on many books and fantasys and stories about the faboulous town.now it's a fucking sewage pit!gRrrRr.sigh......all for tonite