Jan 12, 2008 00:54
Honestly?
I have no internal filter. I don't read instruction manuals or Think Things Through. I drive my dad crazy.
I'm far too spontaneous and I don't Consider The Consequences.
I have chemical reactions on my walls and I clean my make up brushes once a week.
I can shop or study for ten straight hours. I don't always do what's best for me.
I don't understand myself, but I think I'm getting closer. I used to think these traits were endearing, but I'm starting to worry they're just annoying.
I slipped in a pile of vomit going up the stairs at Paul's apt and fell down them.
I think I've lost my center, but I can't seem to remember where it was in the first place. Things are happening too fast and its freaking me out.
I bought two coats today, and we found incredible dresses for Lu's wedding.
This laundry is not going to hang itself.
Insomnia, I did not miss you. Paul always has a hundred million ideas to cure it, and I know I always just have to wait it out.