What could you be doing that is so much fun without me by your side?

[rosariesandwine]

holy fucking shit.
i'm definatly in school right now.
screw lunch.
library all the way.

school is so stupid sometimes
i really hate the people here
too many backstabbers
i don't even know who my true friends are half the time.

i wish i had a bestfriend here.
someone i could just talk to whenever i wanted
someone like nacole or kristie
but no
of course they have to go to another school.
fucking sucks dick for me.
i hate it here most of the time
i just wish i had someone that i could trust.
for once.
considering i lost my bestfriend
i miss him
and i'm really sorry
i was such an asshole.
and i'm a liar.
i really need to stop.

i miss kristie.
i love her
and i miss nacole.
those two mean so much to me.
no drama when i'm with them.
i wish all girls could be like that.
but no,
girls cause drama and annoying shit.
as usual.

i think i'm done for today.
maybe i'll update on this stupid shit more.
i don't even have friends
i really don't care
i think this is more for myself

i release to let things go.
i kinda need love.

i just thought i saw nicole patel.
i was wrong.
my face smiled and everything.
but i was wrong,
as usual.

bye.