Lazy
I'm supposed to be cleaning the house before a bunch of guests arrive tomorrow. The truth is, I don't care. I'd like people to think I'm a together, clean, tidy, organized human being. The problem is I'm nothing like that. I've never been very neat. My first husband was a clean fanatic. I had to clean the floors daily and everything had to be perfect all the time or he'd beat me up. Now it's the last thing I care about. I'm a bit of a rebel and a whole lot lazy. At this point if you really know me, you know I'm a slob. Course several of my friends are total neat freaks. But they know I'm a mess. If you don't know me, why should I care what you think. I guess I don't want anyone to be disgusted or anything, but I'm lazy and I just don't care. There are way better ways to spend your life than cleaning. I've often thought about giving everything away so I wouldn't have to dust it. Maybe I'll just keep the books.