Dec 18, 2004 13:18
is a wonderful place to be. it's so crazy to think i haven't been here in a year. it's different; my mum painted the house, so it's all different colors, which looks awesome, and then we got our basement redone, which also looks awesome, but i have a feeling i will walk into a wall or two when i next go down there. it was so weird sleeping in my bed again. my room here is so cold, both in temperature and in feeling. i don't live here. i need to put some emily touches on it, so whenever i come home during the next months, i feel comfortable in it...
it is so good to see my family. kelsey has grown into a beautiful young woman, going out to parties etc. i bet this is what my parents felt like as i was growing up. except i think she's more together than i ever was...my mummy told me to go to bed last night, and my daddy got on my case this morning about writing my paper...some things never change. but it is nice to feel taken care of.
man i already miss claremont and my friends. saying goodbye is hard. although i've done it so many times, and i know they will be there when i get back in the fall, it still hurts. i cried. a lot. and it was so hard saying goodbye to ***. man, when did he work his way so deeply into my heart? but excellent news...he's coming for the ball! make my day why dontcha! mmmk kelsey made pancakes, so i must go eat. and then go buy a christmas tree and decorate it! i love this time of year. the traditions, the love, the cold and the coziness..although a fire would be perfect.
much love to all of you, all around the world! bussi