drive

Mar 26, 2008 21:10

just a lil update, plus future plans in my life.

Im on my way on gettin my nursing degree. Although im about 5% finished, its still a start. Why nursing? i dont know why. Maybe its the satisfaction you give to patients when they leave the hospital at an optimal state. Maybe its the money and stability. There's just so many opportunities out there for me, but all i know is Nursing would be the best choice. Ngel made it. Only 21. It gets you thinking right? How in the world can you have that much drive to complete a goal that huge? Easy. It was Jace. Gods precious little gift, also known as my Son. Its crazy because i thought only certain people where born with the motivation to reach to the limits. I know i for one wasnt the motivation type. Back then my motivation was drugs. Life felt good being lazy, high, and relaxed on nicotine, but what good does that do? how does that benefit you? Its sad to say, but i was stuck. No drive in life except merkin people on halo with mary jane. I was searching for that drive but i could never find it. But now, im glad to say that im feelin it. This drive to progress, support, and protect. God Has given me Jace to experience the drive Gel has, and i am truely thankful for that. It all started with my drive to join the military. Who wanted to enlist a juvinille delinquent like me? i was a category II. Basically somebody with a felony/misdemeanor charge. AF rarely takes cat II's. I had to speak with the Colonel specifically telling him why i wanted to join. The next day i was accepted. Boot camp was cake, tech school was koo, but korea was hard. 7 months without pussy make erich go crazy...but WAIT....it was that drive....remember drive? He pulled me through it. Korea was shit..coming in as an e-1 sucked. but i did manage to leave that shithole an e-3. So till this day, i strive to make progress within myself, and my family. And it pays off. Gel passes her nclex, and i got picked out of 20 people in my squadron to get promoted to E-4 6 months early (june). Im happy to say that this drive will always be here. God. thank you for my drive, Ngel, Jace and Mady.
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