Never long enough *sigh*
Even a lazy Saturday when I did only things I wanted to do, and at my own pace, still isn't long enough, somehow.
I've discovered a fab new site called Musicovery Whatever your musical taste, there's bound to be something there for you to enjoy. You pick the music by mood and genre, and then let the site surprise you. I'm listening to classical at the moment, which isn't normally my thing, but it's great for background music.
I've been thinking about my personal integrity, about the mismatch between my public persona and what goes on in my head, and some things need to stop. I don't want to lose a friend, in fact, I want to make him a real friend rather than a cyber fuck-buddy. I don't think I've been a hypocrit. It's not as if I've ever said, 'I don't have detailed, on-line conversations about sex with a man I'm never likely to meet in real life' - but that behaviour doesn't fit with the happily-married, sensible woman I appear to be, and usually am. And this isn't about trying to be someone I'm not, it's about being more 'me'. And it certainly doesn't mean that I suddenly give a fuck about how other people see me, but I don't want to feel I'm hiding anything from people. There are some things that I will choose not to share with everyone (Sophie for example), but that's something different. I allow the bit of my personality that is affected by Sophie to show, I just don't reveal its source to everyone.
Anyway, a MySpace message is in order, since we never chat on Yahoo anymore...
Spoke to Janet about the possibility of Liz becoming my 'Spiritual Director'. She is going to speak to her for me and see what she says.
Managed to miss 'Ugly Betty' last night, since I was watching 'Down Came a Spider' with Morgan Freeman. It was a good film, though - a couple of twists, though nothing terribly stunning. Not like 'Wild Things' that twists and turns like a particularly twisty-turny rollercoaster!
Well, that's all for now. Night, LJ.
I've discovered a fab new site called Musicovery Whatever your musical taste, there's bound to be something there for you to enjoy. You pick the music by mood and genre, and then let the site surprise you. I'm listening to classical at the moment, which isn't normally my thing, but it's great for background music.
I've been thinking about my personal integrity, about the mismatch between my public persona and what goes on in my head, and some things need to stop. I don't want to lose a friend, in fact, I want to make him a real friend rather than a cyber fuck-buddy. I don't think I've been a hypocrit. It's not as if I've ever said, 'I don't have detailed, on-line conversations about sex with a man I'm never likely to meet in real life' - but that behaviour doesn't fit with the happily-married, sensible woman I appear to be, and usually am. And this isn't about trying to be someone I'm not, it's about being more 'me'. And it certainly doesn't mean that I suddenly give a fuck about how other people see me, but I don't want to feel I'm hiding anything from people. There are some things that I will choose not to share with everyone (Sophie for example), but that's something different. I allow the bit of my personality that is affected by Sophie to show, I just don't reveal its source to everyone.
Anyway, a MySpace message is in order, since we never chat on Yahoo anymore...
Spoke to Janet about the possibility of Liz becoming my 'Spiritual Director'. She is going to speak to her for me and see what she says.
Managed to miss 'Ugly Betty' last night, since I was watching 'Down Came a Spider' with Morgan Freeman. It was a good film, though - a couple of twists, though nothing terribly stunning. Not like 'Wild Things' that twists and turns like a particularly twisty-turny rollercoaster!
Well, that's all for now. Night, LJ.