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Jun 29, 2005 23:13

I hate being hot and I love my air conditioner. Now that I have it in my room, I look back and wonder how I ever slept without it on these hot summer nights.

I totally overslept this morning. Had my alarm set to 6am and woke up at 7:20. Had to be at camp by 7:45. 10 minutes and I was racing out of my house. Ah camp. I have the little chiefs and boy were they quiet at first but by the end of the day, they were typical 5 year olds. It was the first day but by the middle of the day I felt like I had never even left. crazyness. I dunno. Camps different.

I went to the gym today and worked out for an hour. It felt good. Then I rushed home and took a shower and got ready to go see my grandad. He arrived tonight from Iran. We went to my uncles house and had dinner. It was fun. I love my family.

My parents are going to Montreal this weekend and of course they want me to come. I really need to work cause im broke but i REALLY want to go. I just want to spend time with them and get away from here. I dont even think I can change my mind though because the newbury schedule is already done. I wonder how much im working next week.

Its been a hard past couple of monthes but all along ive known that everything thats happened has really happened for a reason. At times I felt like I was making the wrong decision but deep down I knew that it was for the best. It didn't feel right sometimes but it is starting to kick in now. I trust my parents completely and I trust myself. At this time in my life, it was the right decision. If its meant to be, it will be. I still wish it could be easier though.

Time for bed. Have to be at camp by 8:30. wow thats early.

ps. October 11th. Avalon. John Fucking Mayer.

Thank You :)
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