muse: spn: rambling man
it's sunday, i have no classes tomorrow because it's MLK day, and i'm watching true blood. it's been a lazy weekend, if we're being honest. i finished re-reading Night by Elie Wiesel for my children, violence, and trauma in literature class. makes me sob without fail every single time. though i need to get to working on science and philosophy homework. oh the joys of university life.
i am also slowly, but surely, working on a new fic. i'm not sure how long it's going to take me, but here's to hoping not to long? it's a hustler!dean fic and i like the way it's started out. though i might change it up, because right now i'm writing it in present tense and meh. i'm not to sure how i feel about that. a teaser, perhaps, to keep all you nonexistent readers out there interested?
The first time Dean gets fucked, he wants to charge them thousands of dollars. Hell. He’d even take a hundred. But he settles on sixty because he knows he’s not worth more.
isn't that just all sorts of depressing? but if we're being honest, i'm a huge sucker for angst-ridden dean. and him being shoved into situations that he's not at all prepared for, but has to accept anyway, just makes me love him all the more. is that terrible of me? but like i said, i'm considering switching it to past tense so it'd read more like "the first time dean was fucked, he wanted to charge them thousands of dollars. hell, he would have taken a hundred. but instead he settled on sixty because he knew that he wasn't worth more." i can't decide which i like better.
thoughts?
i am also slowly, but surely, working on a new fic. i'm not sure how long it's going to take me, but here's to hoping not to long? it's a hustler!dean fic and i like the way it's started out. though i might change it up, because right now i'm writing it in present tense and meh. i'm not to sure how i feel about that. a teaser, perhaps, to keep all you nonexistent readers out there interested?
The first time Dean gets fucked, he wants to charge them thousands of dollars. Hell. He’d even take a hundred. But he settles on sixty because he knows he’s not worth more.
isn't that just all sorts of depressing? but if we're being honest, i'm a huge sucker for angst-ridden dean. and him being shoved into situations that he's not at all prepared for, but has to accept anyway, just makes me love him all the more. is that terrible of me? but like i said, i'm considering switching it to past tense so it'd read more like "the first time dean was fucked, he wanted to charge them thousands of dollars. hell, he would have taken a hundred. but instead he settled on sixty because he knew that he wasn't worth more." i can't decide which i like better.
thoughts?