lying in bed not really like brian wilson did
For the past few nights I have not been able to sleep at all, and have laid in bed, completely awake. I am not sure why but I have not only been awake but I have also been hyper-aware of my surroundings. My fan has some sort of problem with it and it makes a noise, seemingly at random. There is a pattern to it though, it is just not completely regular. The feel of the sheets or my heart beating or whatever is happening just becomes this really huge thing that takes up all of my conscious attention. Strange.