Aug 14, 2005 21:39
He called right now. I told him i didn't think we should talk anymore, at least till he got this whole situation taken care of. Then i said good-bye.
I always thought i was somewhat lucky with the guys that i chose. I thought i had a pretty good judge of character. I was lucky ... that is up untill now. I know we were only friends kinda but there was something there ya know. That feeling you get when its there but it doesnt need to be said; it just is. Well thats kinda how it was. But his whole situation with her. I don't know why i even care. She is just a girl and he is just a guy but i do. I swear i cry so easily. I don't let people in so easily but once i do...Im such a dumb girl.
I don't like games. especially these kind. The onse that have the potential to hurt people. She plays mean games and he plays right along side her too. I don't know who to believe. I hope this makes her happy. She wins. What she wins, I don't know. Maybe a laugh or bragging rights. I can just see that stupid shit eating crooked smirk on her face.