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I miss who I was when I was like 15/16. I had spunk. Granted, I'm not exactly much older now at 18 but being 15 seems like it was forever and a day ago. Some of the stuff I wrote on here was really amusing. Now it's not as amusing. It's more of a place for me to dump my drama when no one else wants to listen or to just be bored and write a million meaningless phrases that make no sense together. I really wish I had something to talk about on here, but sadly there is nothing. The devil wears prada comes out tomorrow. I'm kinda excited about it considering I read the book and all. I'm trying ot bribe my mom into going to see it with me by telling her I'll pay for it. Will it work? Probably not, but I'll give myself a pat on the back for trying. I'm starting bad at the studio next week for the summer. I have absolutely no idea why in my right mind I want to go back but I just miss dance way way way way wya too much to stay away any longer. Hopefully I'll have a car at school for this year and I'll be able to take lcass there too. It's the only way I stay in semi shape. Without a car and the work schedule that I'm leading right now the gym is soo hard. I'm exhausted after an 8 hour shift and I cherish the days I get to sleep in so going in the morning is out. I wish I had a pool. That would be great. I could roll out of bed at 10, go outside and lay out for a few hours, swim a bunch of laps to get exercise, then eat breakfast/lunch all without ever leaving my house. That would be amazing. This entry is making absolutely no sense but I'm gonna continue on my writing whatever comes into my head spree. I'm going to be beach in like 9 days. Dear God I'm excited. Finally something to do. I have a reason to get pretty every night, lay out and be lazy in my bathingsuit for hours at a time, and get wasted like 7 nights in a row. Being a lush is the way to go. I hope I marry someone who makes a lot of money. Oooohhhhh speaking of making lots of money. I decided last night that I want to invest some of my money that I'm making in stocks. That way I'll have equity or wealth or whatever. If I pick a really good company I stand the chance of getting dividends and stuff too. It's a good deal and I want to do it. I really am one pathetic kid. I'm sitting here in my bed watching the gameshow network, writing about nothing, and listening to Christmas music in June. Someone put me out of my misery already, it would be greatly appreciated. K thanks bye.