Jul 10, 2003 00:04
I hate everything that i hear coming from you
I hate that you don't listen to me
i Can't stand what i see and your voice
I won't succumb to what you want me to be
And these thoughts won't go away
they haunt me everyday
i think of how i love you
and how you drive me away
Because i can't stand the sound your voice anymore
i can't stand that you keep on knocking at my door
I hate how you never will leave me alone
but i love you and you won't ever find what i have known
And now i feel this way about you
and i'm afraid that it's nothing new
and i can't find why i think these things
i'm trapped inside what i think are feelings
And these thoughts won't go away
they haunt me everyday
i think of how i love you
and how you drive me away
i thought you were my friend
but you fell away from me in the end
Now i can't decide with you
if you ever were really true
Because i can't stand the sound your voice anymore
i can't stand that you keep on knocking at my door
I hate how you never will leave me alone
but i love you and you won't ever find what i have known
And i know why i feel this way
and i hate how i feel each day
and i can't find myself again
cause i feel like i've lost another friend
again...
I hate of how i feel about you now
I hate the separation it's caused
I'm screaming at how you acted around me
And now all i feel is lost
Because i can't stand the sound your voice anymore
i can't stand that you keep on knocking at my door
I hate how you never will leave me alone
but i love you and you won't ever find what i have known
Well, that is the rough draft of my song. Written after getting off the phone with my dad. Man....i hope i can make it out there...thanks a lot dad, you've set me back into my doubtful phase. Things like "can i make it?", and "will i be good enough?" will no doubt be entering my mind soon enough.