everything that i never thought could happen;
So... unfortunately my beloved doggie died the other day, less than 24 hours after a surgery that was presented us as a routine one and with not many complications. It was so unexpected and it feels so unreal and unbearable... my family is literally devasted, he wasn't a dog, he was part of us. 6 years have not been nearly enough... neither for him to go already, neither for us to say goodbye to our baby, cause we all treated him like a child. I've never felt so hurt in my whole life... and i had my fair share of deaths and pains in these 24 years so far. I long debated whether to make my usual graphics post tonight or not... but what would have been the point in skipping it? That wouldn't have given me my puppy back anyway :( And in the midst of all the suffering i'm going through i'm trying to hold on the usual things in my life... otherwise i stop living; basically all those icons had already been made last week, the last ones were made while i cried just to keep myself busy. That's why i decided to do this, and keep iconing, and so on... to have something 'concrete' to hold onto. I'm grieving nevertheless and i don't know when this pain will go away... but he used to lick my tears in the hardest moments of my life and i bet he wouldn't have wanted 'his mommy' to cry 24/7 so... here we go. But he was my life, everything i got, and i don't know what to do without him =/
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