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[rory2604]

what a week. it was a short one yet it felt like forever.
thank God it's friday. and thank God it's just a 3 day week next week.

i'm starting to wonder if i really am "destined to be a nun"
i'm so dumb...and so stubborn.
just recently i'm seeing things in a new light.
and i'm not really sure what to do next.
if only i could hit the fast-forward button for my life...
i just need some sort of answer...or assurance...or...something...
i don't know.
<3
ps - LeighAnn i am upset with you because you were not at the games tonight! i missseeeddd you. <3
ppss - you're one of the best friends a person could have. you're so encouraging and you understand me so well. thank you for putting up with me. <3<3


here's the thing, we started out friends
it was cool but it was all pretend
yeah, yeah, since you've been gone

you dedicated, you took the time
it wasn't long til i called you mine
yeah, yeah, since you've been gone

and all you'd ever hear me say
was how i pictured me with you
that's all you'd ever hear me say...

but since you've been gone
i can breathe for the first time
i'm so moving on, yeah, yeah
thanks to you
now i get what i want
since you've been gone

how can i put it, you put me on
i even fell for that stupid love song
yeah, yeah, since you've been gone

how come i'd never hear you say
i just wanna be with you
i guess you never felt that way...

but since you've been gone
i  can breathe for the first time
i'm so moving on yeah, yeah
thanks to you
now i get, i get what i want

you had your chance, you blew it
out of sight, out of mind
shut your mouth, i just can't take it
again and again and again and again....