Oct 26, 2004 16:56
WOW! Today didn't go as well as i wanted it to. First off, my family is like spliting up which they just threw on me like it was no big deal. I get home from dance and they just tell me that they are mvoing out. It doesnt sound scary but i really is. I was crying all night. I was just scared i wont have my borthers anymore. Its like someone is just taking them away. Its really hard for me to just say good bye. I no i will see then occasionally, but still it wont ever be the same. Sorry if anyone reading this thinks that at school today i was being grouchy...i wasnt trying to. Then my boyfriend wasnt really talking to me today...or i wasnt talking to him...but idk. He doesnt understand that i love him so much...his friend told me that he is scared that i am going to leave him for someone else even though i would never do that ever ever ever ever!! I just wish that someday he would realize how much i really do like him. Now we have 2 people living in my house which is ok but i feel alone. its just me and my mom... not that thats a bad thing but i mean its just really weird going from a house of 5 people to a house with 2. Sorry if i am confusing people reading this...and you probably dont want to hear my problems... ok well i think i am done writing for today...ok well bye!
~Roshelle~