Mar 17, 2006 01:36
I've just got back from Hilary's house. She seems to have gotten the bug that has been circulating around. Random coughing and headaches all running amuck, hence why I decided to drop buy and cheer her up with a surprise latte and cinnamon straw from the almighty crack house that is starbucks.
I've been choked for time these last couple of months and will continue to be till the end of the year, but then Booyah! I'll be finally finished with my Nursing program and I'll have that retarded degree I've been working towards the past 3 years. I haven't been online much because I'm either working at the Hospice dealing with the terminally ill, or working at the clinic dealing with wounds the size of soft-balls gauged into people's stomachs. Yes I'm at a new level alright >_<;
As much as I feel raped by work and school, I am finding that I am starting to find some kind of deluded joy in my job. The money aspect doesn't hurt either....though I've been terribly low on cash after the car crash/back injury etc....
I haven't seen much of my friends as much as I'd like. There's an uber amount to name, all good people but can't hang due to lack of availability. When I am on my computer it's usually just to type up a paper or download some torrents then I'm off te bed to prepare for my usual 15 hour days.....Zombie? YES! Happy? YES! could be happier? Why not I'm greedy!
Well for the past 3 weeks I've been working hardcore at the Gym and finding uber results, now I just need to regulate my program again.
I've decided to make use of this account once more by journaling about my workouts as suggested by both magazine and people at the Gym.
I find that yes I am getting stronger, but I need to be monitoring my levels so not to injure myself etc...
I think my fave part so far is the fact that I can finally bench 250 lbs and squat about 300 lbs.....I have that superman complex now which is somewhat dangerous. I can almost see the day when I go too far and have my pecs explode.
Sooo many plans for socializing in my head but mostly choked out by school/work. I'm trying my best to keep things together and keep my relationships around, Hell I haven't even seen some friends in months and frankly I miss hanging with all them crazy kids!
Right now with uber school, I have to keep things on the down low, since I've already spread myself quite thin and don't want to burn out. Till next week when I start my program again.
Much love and kisses my friends and my journal!