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I have so much love inside of me. Its sad to see it go to waste. I'm so A-Sexual right now its gross. I don't even want to jerk off. That's how repulsed I am by sex and men :( something is wrong, but I don't care to find out what it is. I just think it really sucks that I had my heart trashed twice in less than a year. What makes it worse. The person whom I'm totally in love with doesn't know what he wants outta life let alone knowing that he wants me. However we did see each other a week ago, and we had a good time. Or at least I thought we did... he told me that he missed me and of course I exchanged the pleasure of the same feeling towards him. We held hands as if we were back in the 1920's and you get that feeling of a first kiss. I don't know what he's thinking but he has an unintentional cruelness-
He's still in the box, I'm starting to know better.
I love him, and would do anything for him. Except let him pull me on his string. I AM NOT YOUR PUPPET :o
He's still in the box, I'm starting to know better.
I love him, and would do anything for him. Except let him pull me on his string. I AM NOT YOUR PUPPET :o