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Two nights ago I was involved in my first act of non violence. These random kids at a party may have knocked some girl over and all I wanted to know was whether they knew why she was knocked over. The only reason why I approached these gentlemen in particular was because they were the nearest ones to her as I saw her tumble over. Anyway, I began talking to this kid Cedric and he just kept telling me to keep my hands off him but I meant no harm in doing so, I just put my arm around him, that kind of thing. This went on for a few minutes and by the end I was starting to actually have a semi- decent conversation with him when out of nowhere I get popped on the side of my face by his friend from behind and when I turned around and saw who it was, I tried getting away as soon as possible, but as I was leaving I was hit again. I have a black eye which is not too bad on my right side and my neck hurts a little from the second hit. I don't know how i feel about what I did because I didn't know the girl and I guess you can say I got my ass kicked for it. My acts of kindness only exacerbate problems and get me nowhere...haha. My mentality is pretty fucked up.