May 29, 2004 09:33
Alright so a lot has been going on 'n' I think that everyone has heard about it! To be honest its fuckin stupid! I'm sick of now that ONE person thinks that its fucked up everyone else has to too! This has nothing to do w/anyone but Phil 'n' I! If only everyone could see us together! You people can think what you want cause well thats what A LOT of high school kids do cause well we are still growing up! This is fuckin' lame! Sorry that I have found someone thats makes me unbelievably happy! If you are just trying to break this down 'n' break us apart you need to do some more thinking cause your wont fuckin ' get anywhere! 'n' for those of you who think that he's just w/me for one reason cause thats what he did to others doesn't mean that someone cant change 'n' actually want to have something more then that! 'n' I have a lot more respect for myself to do something that everyone else does cause well I dont do shit that way! Everyone can keep leaving these GAY little comments its seriously just silly 'n' you need to grow the fuck up cause from all this shit talking that you do I'm laughin my ass off! I dont give a shit what anyone of you say! So good luck trying to break this relationship apart! we are too strong now for any of you to fuck this up! hahahahhahaha
This summer so far has been the SHIT! Lindsey 'n' I have been hangin' out a lot 'n' I love that girl so much! We can just drive around all night talk, listen to music, 'n' have the time of our lifes! We have been hangin' out w/Phil, Jeff, Charles 'n' the boys a lot lately too! Last night was way fun took my baby Phil to the park 'n' he was drunk as shit! awwww way cute! We have so much fun hangin' out w/them WOW! This summer will be FULLED w/laugh, kisses, hugs, 'n' tons of love for my peoples! Being around all of Phil's friends is AWESOME! Cause well I have been friends w/a lot of them for YEARS I grew up w/a lot of them 'n' its tight they are the funniest people alive! Lindsey 'n' I have had a lot of talks about everything......Chris, Phil, life, friends, family, everything! Its been great having someone other then my best friend to talk to! I miss hangin' out w/Ong a lot but I think that we just need our times to have fun w/others! I love the girl w/my heart 'n' she knows that 'n' I dont think that anyone can take her place we will forever be best friends! This isnt something thats gonna make us upset or anything! Its a good time for the both of us to just I dont know have fun! But we will always have fun together! 'n' we both know that! 'n' I love you so much ONG for being there for my through this whole thing w/Phil you haven't talked to me too much about it other then whats going on but I love you for being my best friend! 'n' seeing that this is fuckin' stupid 'n' lame! I love you the MOSTEST!
As for right now I'm babysitting Laura this cute little girl shes telling @ her toys right now! hhahahahahaha this girl is so ME when I was a kid dude! Fuckin CRAZY! hahaha
As for tonight I think that Lindsey 'n' I are hangin' out w/my baby 'n' his boys again! Hopefully we have planned tonight since Monday I think.....so yea! 'n' well I'm really happy right now I feel on top of the world 'n' no one 'n 'I mean NO ONE will fuckin' try bring me down! I really think this is funny but MEH! Well everyone that doesn't have a fuckin stick up their ass about ths situation have a GREAT day! I'm really hyper I got 4 hours of sleep on the phone w/my man WAY too late! Spilling our hearts to each other! WOW I love this man! We will get married! He says it all the time! -awww- Yea I know no one gives a shit but I do 'n' well I dont give a shit about what everyone else says! Thanks! So toodles, noodles 'n' poodles!
I love you the MOSTEST ONG! THANKS
To Lindsey: "Where are we?!?! I've never been here before" hahahahaha good times, I love you girl you fuckin ROCK!
To my man: Baby your my everything 'n' I love what we have together, you make me so happy 'n' I'm falling for you! 'n' you were right it is your fault you make me like you! ; )
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