May 22, 2009 03:04
I wonder how many times I can look into the darkness and come away unscathed from it. I keep smiling for Sousuke and Ritsuka, but then I see something, feel something, and it goes away.
All the good feelings are trumped by the bad ones. It's a silly question to ask why there are so many ghosts here. Why the people who have been pulled from their world and thrust into a new one in which violence and death are the norm stay behind to point me and push me into what I can only hope is the right direction.
I can only hope that Sumeragi-san and I can turn my abilities into something more useful; after White Kimono and the Tattoo Priestess' curses... I don't want Sousuke to feel so helpless again. If I can do something, do anything...
I'm thinking too hard about this. I'll just go bathe and see how I feel about it later. All those shinigami made it feel like my head was going to pop open.