Giving up seems like the only way to get ahead
So life is showing me its non-stop suckiness.
Let me give you a timeline of events with a brief explanation.
1) December 30, 2008: Dandi was put to sleep. That’s been spoken about.
2) January 8, 2009: I officially ran out of money for college. I still have some credits left on Florida Pre-Paid, but I still have to pay a balance for classes, books, and supplies, and I’m out of money.
3) January 15, 2009: Ram was diagnosed with the starts of arthritis.
4) January 16, 2009 (this started on January 14, 2009, but climaxed today): I find out from my :::cough:::horrifically bad:::cough::: dentist that the tooth pain (if after him supposedly “fixing” the tooth today) was still in pain, then that means I need a root canal and have to be referred to a specialist. I’m in more pain now than I was then I went to the dentist with, so I must need a root canal (or, he just made things worse on top of the problem). And this is on the tooth he filled (and botched) on December 17, 2008, so I’m thinking he messed up the tooth big time then, as before I went to him for the filling, that tooth had no problems whatsoever.
In the span of 18 days, all this crap happened.
I’m just so overwhelmed. I know there’s always something to overcome in life, but that’s all my life is: overcoming things. I never get a chance to just be in the moment of life. I spend it fighting for the next moment, which will just lead to something else to conquer.
I’m so tired.
Let me give you a timeline of events with a brief explanation.
1) December 30, 2008: Dandi was put to sleep. That’s been spoken about.
2) January 8, 2009: I officially ran out of money for college. I still have some credits left on Florida Pre-Paid, but I still have to pay a balance for classes, books, and supplies, and I’m out of money.
3) January 15, 2009: Ram was diagnosed with the starts of arthritis.
4) January 16, 2009 (this started on January 14, 2009, but climaxed today): I find out from my :::cough:::horrifically bad:::cough::: dentist that the tooth pain (if after him supposedly “fixing” the tooth today) was still in pain, then that means I need a root canal and have to be referred to a specialist. I’m in more pain now than I was then I went to the dentist with, so I must need a root canal (or, he just made things worse on top of the problem). And this is on the tooth he filled (and botched) on December 17, 2008, so I’m thinking he messed up the tooth big time then, as before I went to him for the filling, that tooth had no problems whatsoever.
In the span of 18 days, all this crap happened.
I’m just so overwhelmed. I know there’s always something to overcome in life, but that’s all my life is: overcoming things. I never get a chance to just be in the moment of life. I spend it fighting for the next moment, which will just lead to something else to conquer.
I’m so tired.