May 16, 2008 03:15
And so it's a wee bit after 3:00 a.m. I cannot sleep. Maybe it's because I spent a great deal of the day sleeping, which is supposedly good for you when you're sick (and I urge people to sleep when they're sick). But, in my case, when I'm sick, is detrimental because then I cannot sleep at night. Yet, if I'm well, I can sleep the day away and still be able to fall asleep at night. Strange, I know. I'd have taken NyQuil, but then I would be somewhat groggy the rest of the day.
With a stuffy nose, yet my right nostril leaking and my right ear clogging, popping, and re-clogging, a sore throat, and just a fatigued feeling, I'm feeling, overall, a sense of hopelessness/loneliness and the urge to cry, which I'm trying to fight as that would only make my nose even more stuffy. I'm heading toward over-tired-mode.
And I shall be going to work at 12:00 p.m. today simply because I do not want to deal with calling my boss yet again, telling her I won't be coming in. And I usually feel better once I'm up and around, rather than lounging in my pajamas all day, like I did yesterday.
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