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Every ones pissed at me.
I can't blame them really. I think its time to disapear for a while and revamp myself. I've become a whore, and I just need to sit back and really think about my emotions. I wrote a crappy poem for health, and yeah, Nathan's wigging out over it.
He's all pretty on the Ecstasy-
With his eyes so wide.
Now the world to him is free
And yet I hold him close to me;
As he holds the world close to him.
When he's all right in the head,
He wont love me again.
I know I'll invite him again into my bed
But I might as well be dead
with the emptiness in my heart. So yeah. I kinda talked to Justin today, it made me smile. How ever, I'm missing my nightly call from Jon. Makes me really, very sad.
I won't be around tomorrow.
Physical harm is an option.
I can't blame them really. I think its time to disapear for a while and revamp myself. I've become a whore, and I just need to sit back and really think about my emotions. I wrote a crappy poem for health, and yeah, Nathan's wigging out over it.
He's all pretty on the Ecstasy-
With his eyes so wide.
Now the world to him is free
And yet I hold him close to me;
As he holds the world close to him.
When he's all right in the head,
He wont love me again.
I know I'll invite him again into my bed
But I might as well be dead
with the emptiness in my heart. So yeah. I kinda talked to Justin today, it made me smile. How ever, I'm missing my nightly call from Jon. Makes me really, very sad.
I won't be around tomorrow.
Physical harm is an option.