aerophobia
impulsive. i'm not this in any sense of the word. and it's actually funny because shane is quite possibly the most impulsive person i've ever met. and sometimes i wish i could just literally throw my cellphone out the window of a 12 story building to see what happens. or skip an entire week of classes to randomly to go somewhere new and exciting. or feel compelled to jump into a lake with all of my clothes on. and never regret ANY of it. but i rarely do these things because so much of my life has been embedded in fear. and the truth is that i don't want to be this kind of a person anymore. i don't want to be afraid to feel all the things i'm capable of feeling. and i won't be.
i want to take a chance with you.