Jul 15, 2001 22:37
hello hello hello (hee hee- you gotta say it like a policeman- just to make it that bit funnier!) actually- its not funny at all if u don't say it like a policeman.. so you had beta say it like that!!
yeah. but how was everyone's weekend?? mine was..errmm.. alrite, quite jolly boring actually. well friday nite was the only time i went out with my friends.. coz the rest of the w'end i just stayed in! hee hee.. well i went out on sunday (today) with my familia coz it is my ma's birthday! and then we had a bit of a gathering at our house, well its still going on- but i got bored, so i came on here! it was sort of to celebrate my ma's birthday but at the same time act as a goodbye thing for the house, coz most of my family won't see it agen! it dawned on me today that soon i won't live in this house, and that made me upset! coz ive lived here all my life- and my ma and pa have lived here for 21 years. !!- so its gonna be even worse for them to leave here!
humm... ive got so much homework to do.. and i really don't think im going to be able to finish it! ive got an english essay on censorship, a chemistry practical evaluation to do, and probably loads more... in about.. humm- an hour! im not going to bother i dont think- but i do meen to do it- but never actually get round to it- oh well.. they can't give me a detention coz its the last week of term, and also the reports are already written so they can't add any extra stuff on. oh.. for some reason ive gone all unhappy since i came on the net, i dont know why>?? i was quite happy before, its probably just tired ness?! ohh- i was just watching coranation street- with sarah louise, and the internet man!! it was quite scary, and has made my ma want me to go on the net even less now. but its not as if i speak to many strange people, apart from my friends!! hee hee! only jippin ya- well im not.. but hey im strange too- so we'll all be strange together! my auntie was talking to me about frienship groups today, and she told me that she'd heard that id got a nice set of friends, and how she thinks friends are really important, and that you shud hang on to them! which is quite true, coz we can have all the money in the world and everything but without friends we'd still be unhappy. i just hope i don't lose all my friends 2morrow now- id be so lonely. but then i was thinking that people did suddenly realise that they didn't like my personality at all- and didn't want to be friends with me- then i doubt id make new friends now- coz everyone is in friendship groups, and so id just have to go lonely and id be a loner for the rest of my life. its quite a sad thought that..
:( i think im going to stop thinking about that.
happy thoughts happy thoughts! i can't think of anything now.. ohh- this internet visit has certainly made me v. unhappy!
i might go now- before i say anything else, and get more and more and more unhappy, and end up crying! hee hee-
love u like the roses are bright..
**mwah**
from clairey- lou