dream
last night a had an dream about ...
well ..you know ..
still the most important person in my life ...
even though .. i'm messing around with someone else who is really good to me ... and who i really like ..
well like ... not love ..
i have to hurry writing this entry cause he will be here in like 2 minutes ...maybe a bit later i hope .. ;)
welll in the dream whe (5 havo) were on a field trip to ...dunno .. somewhere
and we had like an amazing day and blabla .. so much fun ...everything was just fine :)
then we went to somekind of restaurant ..
but not really a restaurant ..it was something else .. dunno what it was ... but we were eating in like a big room .. with white walls .. and low budget tables and chairs ..
there was a big window between the eating room and the kitchen ...
where they were kooking for us ...
so everybody could see the kooks ...
there was like a very fat lady that was kooking ... with a big white robe ..
bit like a doctors coat...
en she had a few student-kooks with here ...
cause there where like 80 students (us) were they had to kook for ..
and one of the student-kooks was ..
you probably already know
mr. love-of-my-life-with-gortheous-eyes
and i waved at him ... and i'm sure he saw it .. but he just ignored me !
mother fucking bastard
and i din't see him for like three months ..
and cause he' like the most important person in my life right now ... i really missed him
(just like in real life)
so i went to the kitchen
and asked the big lady if i could see him ..
and she said no ..
that he din't want to see me
ever again
and that i had to move-on with my life ...
and that he hid himself ... so if i went looking for him .. it wouldn't help...
And i wanted to speak to him so very badly .. so i could explain how i felt about him .. and what he did to me ..how happy he made me just by being with me...
but now .. i wouldn't see him never ever again ...
that ofcourse broke my heart
and i dind't feel like going back to my classmates
so i wnet outside for a walk ..
and i spoke in myself ... outloud ...cause there was no one around ..
i thought
cause
where he hid himself for me
was somewhere around where i was walking
and he heard everything i felt about him and blablabla
and came out the bushes ..
and huged me
but still said i had to move on and forget him
:(:(
i hate my dreams !!!
blegh !!!
well ..you know ..
still the most important person in my life ...
even though .. i'm messing around with someone else who is really good to me ... and who i really like ..
well like ... not love ..
i have to hurry writing this entry cause he will be here in like 2 minutes ...maybe a bit later i hope .. ;)
welll in the dream whe (5 havo) were on a field trip to ...dunno .. somewhere
and we had like an amazing day and blabla .. so much fun ...everything was just fine :)
then we went to somekind of restaurant ..
but not really a restaurant ..it was something else .. dunno what it was ... but we were eating in like a big room .. with white walls .. and low budget tables and chairs ..
there was a big window between the eating room and the kitchen ...
where they were kooking for us ...
so everybody could see the kooks ...
there was like a very fat lady that was kooking ... with a big white robe ..
bit like a doctors coat...
en she had a few student-kooks with here ...
cause there where like 80 students (us) were they had to kook for ..
and one of the student-kooks was ..
you probably already know
mr. love-of-my-life-with-gortheous-eyes
and i waved at him ... and i'm sure he saw it .. but he just ignored me !
mother fucking bastard
and i din't see him for like three months ..
and cause he' like the most important person in my life right now ... i really missed him
(just like in real life)
so i went to the kitchen
and asked the big lady if i could see him ..
and she said no ..
that he din't want to see me
ever again
and that i had to move-on with my life ...
and that he hid himself ... so if i went looking for him .. it wouldn't help...
And i wanted to speak to him so very badly .. so i could explain how i felt about him .. and what he did to me ..how happy he made me just by being with me...
but now .. i wouldn't see him never ever again ...
that ofcourse broke my heart
and i dind't feel like going back to my classmates
so i wnet outside for a walk ..
and i spoke in myself ... outloud ...cause there was no one around ..
i thought
cause
where he hid himself for me
was somewhere around where i was walking
and he heard everything i felt about him and blablabla
and came out the bushes ..
and huged me
but still said i had to move on and forget him
:(:(
i hate my dreams !!!
blegh !!!