need to dump my thoughts.
This is gonna be a downer.... you were all forewarned.
I am so sick of having good stuff come in my life... yay new job! yay cats! yay friends living closer! and then having the rug pulled out from under me. boo dad has heart surgery tomorrow, boo dog is really really sick and could die. I just want to be content... this up and down shit is getting old. Life was just turning around for me, and now i feel just as sad as i did a month ago. WTF universe.
This is my dads third heart surgery. They are going in to take a look to see why his heart is being funky. he's had triple bypass and a laser procedure. I am so scared that this is going to turn out like it did seven years ago when he ended up having emergency triple bypass. Gah life is just sucky.
I am so sick of having good stuff come in my life... yay new job! yay cats! yay friends living closer! and then having the rug pulled out from under me. boo dad has heart surgery tomorrow, boo dog is really really sick and could die. I just want to be content... this up and down shit is getting old. Life was just turning around for me, and now i feel just as sad as i did a month ago. WTF universe.
This is my dads third heart surgery. They are going in to take a look to see why his heart is being funky. he's had triple bypass and a laser procedure. I am so scared that this is going to turn out like it did seven years ago when he ended up having emergency triple bypass. Gah life is just sucky.